* This post ties in with my last post, and showcases my lack of a solid foundation of morality. I can never seem to stick with my old "right and wrong" or my new "wise or unwise" method, and I flop back and forth between the two depending on my mindset of the time. :(
I've recently come across an unhelpful mental setting I have. I've always had -- since birth, I think -- a very low self-esteem. So low, in fact, that I considered suicide multiple times throughout my life as a way to finally rid the world of my disgusting, burdening self. I'm now largely over it, yet I still have little traces that remain with me that I have to work out. One of them is a rather large trace.
